Wednesday, January 9, 2008
:) beauty of it all.
current mood: calm
a book in one hand, eyes fixed on reading, blasting music from the ear piece, unkept and messy hair and a "GO AWAY" sign on my forehead, EQUALS TO
"go away strangers. don't stare at me like that." AND don't come to me, bugging me to have a decent conversation with you. i am not interested.
anyway, just like the doctor prescribe, i found happy pills today. family and of course, girl friends are loved and that was enough for one day. my medications made me happy, though temporary, that is what happy pills do. i know i have to find the cure myself. and i know, my cure is my prince charming. he will come and save me from my misery.
nineteen this year, and i still believe in fairy tales. well, now its time to cuddle up with a good book and maybe a good hot drink. the rain is always the perfect weather to snuggle up with fudgie, reading to him. its time i make time to spend time with myself. and maybe with fudgie too. :)
Good night beautiful world. :)
'fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 12:26 AM
