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Monday, August 18, 2008

:) The conflicts
current mood: distraught

My heart felt that it needed a little rest and it skipped a couple of beats. The muscles agree with it, not realizing that it would affect my whole system. If one has low blood pressure, the heart cannot choose to rest. No matter how tired or how distraught, it must keep beating. However if I could choose, I'd choose for it to rest. I am drained from endless squabbles with almost every one and I've realized that just maybe, this was it. This was it to my life and this is all there will be to it. 5 years down the road, I fear for things might not change.

Yet, I'll always remember that the darkest of night is just before the dawn. Everything will be falling into place all over again. And the dawn is coming soon. I can feel it coming. (:

Estimado familia, realmente espero que poder aprender entendernos mejor. Amo cada uno. Realmente.
UNO, mi y solamente, estoy apesadumbrado para todo. Sepa por favor eso, usted será siempre mi bebé. Todavía le amo y le amaré siempre. Con amor, su novia.
El world más estimado, no toma por favor amor lejos de mí. Buonas noches.

`fimaaa

imperfectly written at 1:11 AM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

:) 08-08-08
current mood: worried

I'll remember 08-08-08. It was his reason & it saved me from making one of the biggest mistake in my life. The day turned out bittersweet. Things turned from devastating to memorable. Socializing was a complete turn off today, so I turned to my one and only. And I do consider myself lucky to have such a great company. :)

& In case you missed out, the Olympics opening ceremony was a complete WOW and Singapore turns 43 today. So, Happy Birthday dear Country.

Dear UNO, you make me happy, when skies are grey. ILY. :)
Oh world, you must know that there's nothing I love more than my own sunshine. Good night now.

'fimaaa

imperfectly written at 12:35 AM

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

:) Mundane
current mood: blah

I did mean to blog on several occasions & there were a couple of unfinished drafts in my posting page. I guess that the heavy bones inside of me just got the best of me.

Life is getting mundane. The same old routine every other day. I am tired of running my own life, being the main character. Well, not literally. See, being me, I am not allowed to run my own show. Oh yes, I am the main character. But I'm not the script writer nor am I the director who plans the way my story goes. Many other cast pulls my string, stealing away my decisions and breaking my stand. Maybe I am the main character in my life, yet somehow I feel like I am a trapped puppet, waiting for the strings to snap. Enlighten me with inspirations or simply kick me in the head and wake me up will you?

On another note, a couple of annoyingly loud twins I know turned 24 lately. There were no celebration arrangements made prior to the birthday, therefore the birthday celebration for them turned out simple with a simple cake cutting session and hopefully that was memorable for them.

So now world, meet my 24 year old. :) He's my half of the twin and also my other half.


I simply love his new hair cut. I think it makes him look younger and if you know me well enough, you'd know that I simply love this hair cut on him. :)

(And now, you can stop reading this post, unless you want to hear me go on being mushy.)

Dear UNO,
Day in and day out, I look forward to meeting you and seeing your face. The days and the time I spent without you, are simply days and time I spent missing you. Even if it's just a dinner or meeting me for a second, know that the moments having you around, means most to me. You're always the best part of my day. And as I've said, it's your birthday, but I've got the best gift. YOU. HAPPY 24 again. Sorry, you've got nothing special for your birthday this year. My bad.
PS: I Love You.

Oh, goodnight world. I am already missing him, it's been hard.

`fimaaa

imperfectly written at 1:34 AM