I am running away from people who understand me best. Because I have a feeling that no one will understand me now. I apologize.
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When I was in depth of all emotions, that was when I came across a circus. I let all my guards down and I ran towards the tent, not knowing what lies ahead for me. I am unsure when the circus will end. But I love it there, I use to just sit and watch them with amazement. Now, they have found a soft spot for me. I am needed there, to run errands, to help with the side stage and sometimes to help run the show. And believe me, the show runs better when I am around. I feel responsible for it, and best of all I am comfortable there. Then there’s the clowns, they always cheer me up.

The circus is not like the world. The world is where all else lies. The direction, the path in my life. The world is where I find my real happiness and where reality will stay. The world needs me and I need the world. The world is where everything lies and the circus is just a place I love now.
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I had fun today. & We were suppose to be 21. Nevertheless, good night oh, beautiful world.

'fimaaa