Friday, February 1, 2008
:) mistake.
current mood: sleepy
It was a mistake. A moment of folly. But I'll live. I know I will. I am stronger than that. I am falling into yet another whirlpool; one which I know will pull me out of the other and bring me to a happy place. It was not any one’s choice but my own. And I claim to be in a different situation as I was before. Not even you will understand. I like where I am. I feel like a 5 year old kid again, at the back seat of the car, watching other cars driving past us. The wind in my face and the sense of belonging some where. I know I am safe.
My mind’s filled with images I never want to replace. The agony to hold on for one last chance for the pursuit of my own happiness tires me out. I am enervated. Let me be for now, here in my happy place. I know that this is what I want. Dear world, let me smile again. :)
'fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 10:16 AM
