Sunday, February 3, 2008
:) you.
current mood: washed away
Dear world, waiting.
2 hours for your date to come.
45 minutes for your date to finish grooming.
2 hours for the midnight calls.
5 hours for a 15 minute bus ride.
5 hours to give a surprise.
All this for a year plus. Try waiting.
Then,
3 months for your happiness to come.
Dear world, try waiting.
Waiting. The human mind gets restless after a certain time of nullity. Each painful moment, each one second pass seems longer than the previous. Try waiting for a hope that will never come. Or waiting for a dream that was never meant to be yours. Try waiting for the best memory that will never be realized. I was on the verge break down. Another depression.
Waiting seems to be my only mistake. I have let it become a habit. A habits that is hard to break. I blame the world for this. Come back, and make me smile again.
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& Yesterday. :)
It was the wind that blew away the pain. It was the rain drops that washed away our sins. It was the sound of the crashing waves pushing away the malevolence thoughts. It left us, six of us, empty. And it was the company that filled us all up. I sat there in between, watching them. Try singing your hearts out, let out the pain. It was a night where only the company mattered. And as I walk home, I felt like I was replenished. I felt a sense of joy. I was a whole new me. Thank you to you 5 who made my night.
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I am waiting for a certain truth. Waiting for my happiness.
Good night world. I do miss the sunlight in your face.
'fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 10:33 PM
