Wednesday, March 12, 2008
:) Supplementary.
current mood: infuriated
My brain molecules are taking a stroll in the theme park again. These frequent visits make me dizzy and I do wish that it would certainly stop. I think the clouds tearing today helped me set the mood that I am in. I need ice-cream, Chocolate Ice Cream with Chocolate Fudge Syrup and maybe a sprinkle of Chocolate Rice. Please, pretty please. And maybe the smell of a fresh rose or sunflower would be a cheery on top of the most perfect cake. Speaking of which, I do miss the smell of roses. If you fail to realize, I am not in the best mood as of now.
The best part is, I am disappointed in myself now. I failed to realize what was it in the beginning of the day that made me smile when these infuriating emotions rule me. The way things were fine before my brain molecules paid a visit to the theme park. The way smiles and laughter filled my every nerve. The way he harmlessly came and pinned a smile up for me. Selfish me. I am sorry. But why was it that I must be down on the same day I was over the top? That's the irony of the paradox.
Thank you world. :)
Oh, I miss a certain warmth tonight. It's only a quarter pass nine and I miss the sight of daylight already. I want badly to see the sunshine tomorrow because I know it'll be better than today. Maybe because I know tomorrow he'll be there. I hope. I can hardly breathe now that he's not here. & Here's the truth, I need him. Really.
I am sorry that I am not perfect. It has always been a problem.
UNO. Let's hold hands and enjoy the moments together.
Oh, good night. I am having an early one today. :)
'fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 9:20 PM
