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Saturday, April 19, 2008

:) silly moments.
current mood: heavenly

My eyes met his smile and right there I knew it was right though all maybe wrong. I enjoy silly moments with him, laughing our heads off and not caring about the world. Though he denies it, he give me all the attention I need. He is the best. :)

THRID is the number today.
UNO, I love you.
Oh, good night. I am looking forward for day light.

`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 2:20 AM

Friday, April 11, 2008

:) ADAM&EVE.
current mood: insecure

Have it ever bothered you why humans are always prone to makings sins sometimes by following their hearts? Like how Adam followed his heart, chose to eat the forbidden fruit and yet he was wronged? OR why was it that knowing it was a sin, he still followed his heart and took a leap in faith? If he knew it was wrong, why did he do it?
I bet you've experienced this. This moment of folly.
& as for me, I know that it will never be, or rather, I know that it's wrong from the start, all of it is wrong. Yet, I am still here. Why?
Does it bother you why hearts are made that way? Because it seems to bother me. A lot.
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On another note, Happy 9-teen bestfriend.
I love you

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UNO's touchdown made me smile. Now, make that last.
Oh, good night you.

`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 1:54 AM

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

:) time again.
current mood: whiny&irritated

The room is empty and there is no music playing. Yet it feels noisy.
My body is aching and my stomach is playing along with my cycle.

I need attention. Spare me yours.
Oh, good night world.

`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 1:17 AM

Monday, April 7, 2008

:) BOBOY.
current mood: worried

I feel like a woman on a mission. And boy, I want to do it right this once. The best part is day by day, I know I am overcoming a fear. Thank you for the chance, and little one, please be alright. :)
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Have you ever noticed that when you miss someone, time seems to move slower. Each passing second seems to hurt worse than the previous one. And it gets harder to pretend that it does not affect you, when it actually does. Yet, knowing the fact that the person you miss, misses you too, heals a lot of open wounds. Just do not spoil the moment with that person. How you react when you miss someone, can cause two totally different endings. And one, might just spoil everything. Cliche. Not that simple is it, to miss someone?

Oh, good night world.
I miss him.

`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 1:17 AM

Sunday, April 6, 2008

:) mother's day.
current mood: beat

For everything she's done, she's the best.
HAPPY FORTH-4th BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
Celebration was at Seoul Garden. Thank you daddy. (:




I love the family. :)
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On a side note, honeymoon period seems to fade away. Desperate as it seems, it feels like I am holding on to a straw as I drown deeper in the open sea. Life vest seems to have failed to function. The water starts rushing in, sinking inside my lungs, leaving me desperate for fresh oxygen. I cried hopelessly for help, yet no one could hear my screams. Deep inside I pray for him to save me, for I fear I won't make it through.
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I will start counting days again tomorrow.
Four days honey, & I will await for your arrival. I miss you already. :)
&UNO, I love you still despite all that.
Good night.



`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 12:38 AM

Thursday, April 3, 2008

:) random strikes.
current mood: tired

Many times in life we set out in search of our happiness. Trying to find definitions and meaning to why exist a certain feeling in our lives. Different people, different personalities yet the goals of these people are the same. Who wouldn't want to end up happy in their lives? We fall in and out of the circle of happiness like it is a routine, slowly getting immune to the annoying pain and always holding our breathes for the next fall, hoping somehow that something better is up ahead. And I guess the endurance makes us stronger. It's just natural for us to fall and stand up back again. At the end of it, the happiness seems sweeter than it ever was due to the bruises we got from the earlier falls.
&the happiness seems to come mostly from love. No wonder it's not that easy to find.

I am glad to have found him. He who apologized for the delay in the entrance into my life. But I guess that doesn't matter, and what matters is that he's with me now. He is numero uno. :)
&UNO, Te iu besc.

Good night everyone.

`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 1:38 AM

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

:) alone with you.
current mood: foolish

Foolish is when,
When there's a crowd, yet it feels like we're alone.
When the clock is ticking, yet it feels like it has stopped.
When the heart is beating, yet it gets hard to breathe.
When the hands sweat, yet it feels calm inside.
When the actions are sins, yet it the only thing you want to do.
When the mind is tired, yet it search for his voice.
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That's when you know, that he has got you good.
That's when you know, you are in love.
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My mind's been blocked lately. Plenty of reasons to update, yet my fingers were just not up for it and my brain just could not reason out on what to type. Life has been doing its usual roller coaster and somehow I find it amusing what it has in store for us all. Nevertheless, for each problem that we have faced and overcome, it has brought us to another level in our lives. Be thankful, really.

It's the fools day today, and I am proud to say that I am one a fool in love.
Happy April Fool world and have a really good night. :)

`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 11:51 AM