Wednesday, May 7, 2008
:) not a good one.
current mood: depressed
Neglecting blogger, clearly shows that I have got a life outside that needs my attending to. Having no loyal readers in your blog avoids the ever lasting nags to update, which is seriously a good thing. Tonight however, I need to rant so badly.
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I've been down in the dumps with everyone lately. Familiar faces have become a distance picture and my lazy self refuse to run after them. I know for certain many unwanted chats are cycling around. Therefore, keeping a distance is the best choice I have. I know running away does not solve anything, but it's really what I am comfortable with right now.
On another note, love has not been treating me right. The wheel has took a turn and it refuse to go back up. Moments ago my heart shattered as I heard the words I have feared to hear for 3 months now. Love proves everything right. How imperfect a person is and how humans are never a distance from making a mistake. I wanted it to last. Really. Yet, silly old me have to just always spoil it all.
& I am sorry.
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UNO, let's hold hands and be right back on track. I miss you.
Oh, good night. I wish tomorrow's better.
`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 2:50 AM
