Monday, June 30, 2008
:) bedtime
current mood: down
Just as life seems bright, the clouds turned grey and you'll know it when it's about to rain cats and dogs. Right now, I feel like a bird, caged up and gasping for freedom. I tired so hard to rant at the world at large, but it seems like no matter how hard I am shouting, no one seems to hear me.
Time seems to be slipping away fast while I am still here hoping that it would stay just a moment longer for me. I am way overdue for projects and submissions and everything else had to fall perfectly on my most imperfect day of the week, today.
I cannot stress this further, just know that at the end of the day, and maybe at every second of the day, he's my desire. THIS 24-year-old and NOT any other. And at the end of the day, I want to live for my own happiness.
UNO, this day seems to have contradict this whole week. If it's meant to be, we'll make it through. As for now, know that I am giving it all I've got for this to work. ILY, with every beat of my heart. :)
Dear world, tonight seems wrong. Please make it alright. Good night. :)
`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 1:54 AM
