Monday, August 18, 2008
:) The conflicts
current mood: distraught
My heart felt that it needed a little rest and it skipped a couple of beats. The muscles agree with it, not realizing that it would affect my whole system. If one has low blood pressure, the heart cannot choose to rest. No matter how tired or how distraught, it must keep beating. However if I could choose, I'd choose for it to rest. I am drained from endless squabbles with almost every one and I've realized that just maybe, this was it. This was it to my life and this is all there will be to it. 5 years down the road, I fear for things might not change.
Yet, I'll always remember that the darkest of night is just before the dawn. Everything will be falling into place all over again. And the dawn is coming soon. I can feel it coming. (:
Estimado familia, realmente espero que poder aprender entendernos mejor. Amo cada uno. Realmente.
UNO, mi y solamente, estoy apesadumbrado para todo. Sepa por favor eso, usted será siempre mi bebé. Todavía le amo y le amaré siempre. Con amor, su novia.
El world más estimado, no toma por favor amor lejos de mí. Buonas noches.
`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 1:11 AM