Tuesday, September 30, 2008
:) The eve of things
Current mood: sleepy
The last day of the month, and I am seated right here at the reception table for the AM shift. Work has been rather dull I shall say. But lawyers have been generous about date lines. :)
Hari Raya, the day I usually have a countdown for seems so plain this year. Maybe, its just because it falls in the middle of the week, not here, not there. Bad experience with this year tailor leaves me not loving my new outfit for tomorrow. Mom's too lazy to bake goodies this year, only baking her ever so lovely pineapple tarts - the only one I eat. My room is still untidy, and I dread the final clean ups. Finally, I got no shoes, no bags. Though, boyfriend did mention that he was buying me a pair. :)
So that's, this year Raya.
To the many Muslims out there, especially those I have come in acquaintance with, those I have loved or loathe knowing,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!
Not one human is perfect, so forgive me.
UNO, I've missed your company. Works been dreadful but let's try and have fun with the little time we both have with each other. Hand in hand, maybe always. Selamat Hari Raya to you, and forgive my biggest SINS. I LOVE YOU.
Dear world, next countdown, 29 days. :) dummdeedumm.
`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 12:00 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
:) Shooting Star
Current mood: Sleepy
I felt this way (just as the author described) a few days back. Read on.
It had started rough and things just got worse with each second passing. I felt like fate was punishing me. Beating me hard, like how the ocean ruthlessly beats the shore. I wept like a crying child as I felt the pain in my chest. Screaming at the top of my lungs, yet no one pays attention. I drown in nothing less than melancholy and felt as though I was alone in this world with no one giving a care.
The sun sat and the grey blanketed the sky. I dialed his number and asked for a friend. He came down by and we stood silently together. We were side by side on that balcony, just the stars and us. He held my hand and he held it tight. And he said he doesn't want this tonight. I cried even bitterly as he had me in his arms. I know he meant it, I know he cared. I cried because I was wrong. I wasn't alone, I have him as I have had always. And so, I know things will be fine.
With me in his arms and him in mine, I stared at the sky and watched the stars. The night was beautiful despite the hours before. I thought to myself and told him later, “Won’t it be nice if we get to see shooting stars together.” He held me tighter than he did before. And I shut my eyes and sunk my head into his shoulder.
Minutes later I peeped at the beautiful sky. The sight of the next moment amazed me. It was up there in the sky. Just as I had wished for. A star was flying by up in the sky. I called to him and we both looked. I giggled like a 3-year old and smiled at him. There was nothing wrong with the moment, everything was perfect.
He asked me to make a wish, as he was making his. I smiled looking at him, because he’s all that I have ever wished for. I made no wish of my own and just prayed for his to come true. My night was perfect and I hope his was too.
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A quick update, I am now an intern in Straits Law Practice LLC. (: Oh, the joy of work. Blerghh!
&13 more days to my favourite day. :)
UNO, even if we are at the roughest of time, I never fail to think of you or love you. You are simply my best bet and I would not trade you anything. (:
Dear world, have a great afternoon. I am leaving for court soon. & I LOVE YOU.
`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 1:54 PM
Friday, September 5, 2008
:) Ramadhan.
current mood: silly
Herperfectlyimperfectlife, has been ignored, again. Nevertheless, having me taking a long rest from typing shits on my blog does not stop anyone or anything. The blog, must sadly have been forgotten. -.-
Anyway, one of my favourite months have arrived. I cannot wait for countless night trips to Geylang bazaar to window shop, shop, eat, drink and maybe just hang around there. It just the time of the year where Muslims and some non-Muslims love to gather there. Well maybe not gather, just hang around there to look for festive goodies, clothing and of course, Singapore's favourite, FOOD. Dengdengs are yummy!
Work starts in about 5 days. So many things to think about. Making the right impression or will I remember the laws correctly. What if i fumble on the job? There are 3 other students posted at my firm. Can you imagine the competition later. I badly want to score well for my internship. You, wish me luck. :)
UNO has been somehow perfect. I cannot count the number of smiles I have been having lately, but all I know is that he's been the reason for most of them.
Muhammad Erwan, I Love you.
Dumdeedumdeedum. Good night silly old world.
"Biler nak jadi anak mummy?" :) UNO, you rawk!
`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 11:59 PM
