Sunday, February 15, 2009
:) Squeezing Out The Brain Juice
current mood: drenched
I am slowly rowing the boat as I am reaching my final checkpoint. Ironically, amidst the water, I feel dehydrated and bushed. Tired from all the pain and agony, I find myself adding on the exhaustion by planning for the road that lies ahead after that final turn. Engulfing me is fear of not being where I placed myself in my wildest imagination. I expected too much from myself; failing over again to understand that expectations leads to disappointments. Yet, this is not the time for fear, disappointments or weakness. I have to drag myself to make it through the weeks. I know that the weeks will turn to days, and days to hours, and hours to minutes; and soon it will all be over. No more projects, no more test. Next, it’s hello working life.
By the way, I made a big blunder today and caused trouble for him, yet he smiles and say ILY. :)
UNO, as I sat there by your side, watching every line in your face curling, every mussel twitching, my mind played images of us since a year ago. It was beautiful, not perfect but it was perfectly imperfect for me. Excatly a year ago you did someting amazing, and when asked about it today, you simply blew my mind with your answer.
"I don't regret anything and I love seeing you with me like this."
ILY today, more than I did yesterday.
Dear World, so how was YOUR day?
Ooh, for you who did celebrate, Happy Valentine's. :)
‘fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 1:10 AM
