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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

:) My Brief Update
current mood: 9th cloud

The laptop is a goner; I am back using the PC in the Mother's room.

Job hunting has finally come to a halt this evening. A friendly voice greeted me with the best news. There I was screaming, with MBF simply looking with a smile on his face as I fill him with the joyous mood that was engulfing me.

Speaking of which, MBF has is now everything while everything is now him. The only one who shares my comfort, my joy, my pain. Somehow, somewhere someone is stealing it away. My reply, I dare you.

A rotten child I have become yet the decision that I have made the umpteen times will remain intact and remain to be my stand. I guess I always had that in mind, only this time I had my bubbles burst. I love Mother though. Standing strong, having faith. It’s the Mother’s determination that makes me still be who I am and where I am.

Dear UNO, thank you for supporting me. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for your shoulder, your comfort, your warmth. I love you, Wan Sam. Much, very. :)
Dear World, if the darkest of days stand before your now, just give it a little patience and you will see the sun shinning back on you. Trust me. After so many dark nights, MBF and I found our sunshine.


`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 11:24 PM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

:) Man United’s defeat
current mood: sore

I have never been sorely disappointed by a single game that came down as a trashing. I must admit that I am not a die-hard-fan or the number-one-fan; nevertheless my whole life I stayed true to one club. Only one; Manchester United.

Maybe it was not our luck, maybe we were too confident.
I was screaming my lungs out and had my voice box on the edge on my throat on that first goal. Subsequently, I spent nearly 60 minutes later cursing and swearing, hoping and praying. The yellows, the misses, the sloppy ball, the RED, the defeat. Finally, the whistle blew, we loss.
FOUR-one is simply pathetic. Agree?

On a lighter note, I spent the day out with the family. The fourth one turned 9 today and the fifth one insisted on cutting 2 cakes. Had loads to eat, I’m turning rounder.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZZUL HAQ. (:

UNO, I’ve missed you so much. MEET ME. HEEHEE. (:
Dear world, I miss familiar faces, roundabouts and sunshine. The dampen weather tonight just gives an impression that this night is lonelier than it seems. & I miss MBF most. ):


`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 12:52 AM

Friday, March 13, 2009

:) Me
current mood: silly

Funny how good things always manage to end. You tend to loose yourself in the happiest, craziest moment. Its when you least expected, HE takes it all away. And life, has only one way. Forward.

There is a part of me that is filled with overwhelming sense of missing school; and another, on the contrary. It's time for me to be a big girl now.

Another thing, I am tired of you not taking your own step. Please, stop being me and be you, for a change.

UNO, thank you for your support in everything I do. MBF, ILY.
Dear world, I deserve a good night rest now. Feeling silly is a tiring thing, don't you think?

PS: MBF's cat (stoink) passed on last Sunday. May he rest in peace, that adorable little cat.


`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 2:46 AM