Thursday, April 16, 2009
:) All that Matters
current mood: fresh
Before the journey begun with him, the moments were all that mattered. I had what I wanted right there, right then. Great friends, fantastic family and the perfect schedule to keep me occupied. I was filled, contented and pleased.
Amidst the fog, we met. Back to back, we started setting sail. Fearless, we felt like we could conquer the world. It’s amazing how the journey changes its course and how we were both set on embarking towards a common goal.
At 24 and 19, we are acting like children playing their toy cars and dollhouse. We set ourselves ambitions that need to be achieved and goals that need to be scored. We talked about nothing but the next moment, planning our step whilst the decisions we made were revolving around our common destination. It became all that matters.
Maybe, just maybe, this is the happiest I’ve felt after so long.
I’ve learnt things in this journey that I believe only life can teach.
There are people in your life, where you were born to love. They stick by you no matter what happens. Their biggest sins you forgive, because your ties remain opaque.
Then there are others, who you were destined to love. They started out as strangers, and soon, when they’ve touched the right nerves, they become your life. As far as I believe, my love for MBF was destined. What remains, is up to HIM.
Dear UNO, it’s amazing how you prove your love overtime. Yes, I stand behind you chanting that it’s our new chapter, our new life. And WE are all that matter. :)
Dear world, there are many people I love, many ambitions I’ve created, but nothing now stands stronger that what I want. I am listening to my heart, and that, brings me to places that you can’t imagine. You want to know what matters most. It’s OUR future, MBF and me. Insha’Allah
`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 3:10 PM
